this is like my first real post in forever. im no good at these things...

so basically the school year is almost over..30 something more days...usually im looking forward to it but im totally not this year, even though my grades are going down the shitter and i barely passed last semester and the teachers all blow. nope..because after the school year is done emilys moving. my best friend. gone.

i dont know what im gonna do without her. shes the only one whos continually there for me no matter what i get myself into or how badly i fuck up. she knows stuff about me that no one else knows and stuff i dont even know about myself. shes all i got.

and its gonna suck.

29 things you should know about girls...

(from a guys point of view)

1.Whatever you do, don`t just show up at their house..
they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof,
but girls tell each other everything about everything
and anything. Trust me, they will find out.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends.
Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat,
and a lot of them wouldn`t even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they`re beautiful.
5. Don`t refuse to kiss in front of your friends.
If they laugh at you, it`s because they`re jealous.
6. If they slap youu hard, you deserved it.
7. Don`t be afraid to touch them if youu want to.
If they`re going out with youu in the first place,
it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don`t sleep with them, do not
tell your friends that youu did.
8.5 If youu DO sleep with them, don`t
tell your friends that you didn`t.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really
most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don`t mind paying half of everything, but they do
discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make
your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know
about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..
11.5 Do you honestly need all your money
that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend-
a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty
ring. Even if it`s not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can.
If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren`t
dropping her off, call to be sure she`s home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it`s just in a joking way.
Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, youu`re so dumb"
or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn`t care whether
you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. Youu`re dead meat if youu can`t get along with their pets,
parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite
to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don`t flirt with their moms...that`s just freaky.
20. Don`t be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does
make them feel like shit, so be understanding.
21. If youu don`t like the way they drive, youu do it.
22. If you`re officially dating, and you're introducing her to
your friends, you`'d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where youu go for every date.
They really only want to be with youu.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub
it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you`re play
fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her
birthday and you`re basically screwed for life.
27. Don`t marinade in the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don`t give her something stupid for her birthday or
Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but
it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. After youu`ve been dating for a while, realize that they
really have started to trust youu. When you have a girlfriend
who truly trusts youu, youu have a lot more responsibility,
privilege and control than youu would think. Be careful with it,
most guys would kill for that kind of power,
and it can be lost in a nanosecond.

Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers.
The round heads in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules.
& they have no respect for the status-quo.
You can quote them. Disagree with them.
Glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do
is ignore them. Because they change things.
They push the human race forward.
& while some may see them as the crazy one,
we see genius. Because the people who
are crazy enough to think they can
change the world are the ones who do

A boy and a girl. Best friends. They knew everything about one another. They helped each other out. And cheered each other up when they needed it. Told each other what happened in their day. Together they hung out and shared priceless memories. They would stand up and help each other through it all. They knew so much. But what they didn't know was that they both were perfect for each other